I'm back.
Game development isn't easy, and I've learned this the hard way. It's been roughly four years since I first started to try and get my foot through the door. I did give up completely at one point, feeling deflated, worthless, and with no chance of success.
Having a good support group around you is important. If I didn't have that, I would not have been able to make the turn around that I have. Also recognizing when the time to put the project down and focus on the priorities in your life is equally as important.
I think I've finally found the balance I needed.
My first game demo should be available by mid October.