Full name - Kimberly Chrystal Katelin
Height: 5' 11"
Weight: 135 lbs
Birthday: June 05, 1996
Blood type: O-
Interests: Studies, martial arts training, snooker, pool (billiards), helping others, modding, gaming, voice acting.
Motives for modding: Have fun.
I feel that it's time I share my imperfections with all that are tuning in. I do suffer with chronic mental illnesses, as well as a few psychological scars from what happened as a child, being sexually abused as a toddler by a 'friend of the family', who happened to be a notorious child predator. Apart from this, I also suffer with bipolar disorder, ADHD, and doctors have said my mental age is that of a child still. Another physician told my parents a long time ago that I also have a slightly severe case of autism. In a nutshell, I am sick guys. Not just on the outside, but on the inside as well. However, in spite of all of that, I have still been able to do many things.
I have many talents and gifts that I have put to good use. People have complimented me, saying that I'm very talented, a genius at philosophy, science, math, etc. But lately, it's been hard to deal with. I'm constantly fighting urges to inflict self harm to myself. I have cut myself once when I was younger, but thankfully, I thought twice and stopped. No one should want to have to do that. I also have struggles dealing with depression because of death in my family and living by myself. No one else but my parents seem to care but I do not let it bother me as much as trying to coexist with society.
Some people do not know I have mental illness while others can tell. But in either case, I've never truly been happy. I've put on a facade to hide my true inner feelings and pretending to be happy a lot by smiling. But underneath this smile holds many battle scars and still more that are happening now and more to come. I've been in and out of mental hospitals my whole life. It's miserable to be honest and I still manage to focus in school, someway, somehow. I'll not gonna be healed in this life, not ever. Too much has happened to me already and it never helps when people constantly play with my feelings.
There were moments I wanted to kill people for all of their bullying and such towards me. Almost did because of one of them. However, I have gotten better for the time being. Only a little, but it's better than none at all. So I just wanted to bring up something personal apart from modding just so people come to know that I've got a life outside of this website and it isn't such a good one. My only wish is that you understand that all of us have a second nature, between real life and social media. They're two different cosmoses. With that said, I thank you all for reading and I hope you take care.
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