Some things blog - eskilo

I don't even know if people are reading this shti, It's my personal stuff, I'm not making shit up.. I have serious mental problems, I wish it was a game, where I could save anytime, redo my problems, but real life is worse, is living with 1 continue, in a sandbox world, where everything you do change the world... I don't know how to change the world, except for studying algorithyms and trying to be a modder... I hope the best for everyone, but for me.. I don't have anymore hopes, just living... TRYING TO LIVE. That's my torture, my limbo.
Things aren't the same, things change... things goes, comes, goes and comes again... All the shit you tried to relieve in the past is coming back to haunt you. To kill you inside, to burn your intestines...
EVERYTHING COMES BACK
Don't say you're the only one, 7 billion of possibilities... You will have someone to share shit..
I don't give a fuck if you believe me or not, The truth is only one with me...