My Diary - Part 12 blog - eskilo

So, I had the best weekend, but… Sad… so sad, that sadness came already, I don’t feel my body right, everything is so ruined inside me…I feel like, my girlfriend don’t like me anymore like she did, she’s seeing how I am, how I care about her, how I really am, so stupid, stupid… retarded…I don’t know what to do anymore, I don’t feel safe of myself..

I didn’t take my medicine, I’m ok with this…. She will love me forever…. I hope so… I guesS I dreamt with my another personality again, we were on war… I don’t remember too much in the dream..

I don’t know what he’s planning to.. I’m afraid so my masters are dead

HE'S COMIGNA BACK
HES'1 AOCMGIUN
~IM UNDER FHIS PRESSURE
HEJKL´P

I want to die, kill myself, my soulless body, my inutility.I'm so useless, USELESS USELESS USELEES USLEESS USLSS LSSS